L-O-V-E ♥

Hi. well maybe, I'm not happy with my life *sigh. there's so much to say.
Um, First of all. I'm sorry for the long absents. I don't feel like blogging.
there's so much things been haunting in my mind ATM. sheesh. i'm gonna
start with i'm not ready, feeling changes. i'm blank. and i don't think i will
ever be ready to be with someone like him. I think, i'm better of being alone.

And it's like, its this massive pain on my heart. keep hitting, and hitting me.
we called it, GUILTY. i'm tired of pretending, i'm tired of all of this. I'm tired
of these crap. I need to wake up from daydreaming and leave everything ..
and start a new life. i can't do this anymore, i hate having a piece of paper
wroted "GUILTY" inside my heart. I'm sorry.

And, I'm tired of people judging others. By their looks, *POP fall in love.
c'mon, looks attracts eyes. personalities attracts heart. Now, i know. why
some people's relationship doesn't stand long. cause they've been judging
each other ever since. what for, having a person, who's good outside, but
dull and boring inside. seriously, we don't want that. and that won't stay long.

love is all about appreciate each other, sharing problems, fixing it together.
It's not about physical attention. *COUGH if you know what i mean. well,
maybe it does A LIL in someway but yeah, that's not what love is REALLY
about.

I'm so confused & blank of mostly everything, I don't know what to do.
I don't know who to stick up to. Everybody's gone, they're lost. I got
nobody, And you know what, I want nobody. I'm currently in the
study room, all alone sitting on the floor. typing all these bullcraps.
ALONE. hey, being alone is kind of awesomeness somehow.

alright, done. i'm done. ciaooo