Sunday, March 14, 2010

Move everything on your table to the side 'til it falls off

Make space for everything else.
I've fallen into a boredom zone being stuck at home. It's not that I don't want to go, it's that I'm not allowed to go. Get my drift?
& it's awfully boring if you must know. Being stuck at home like this, makes you want to go to school. It's ironic for me, as I usually dread the thought of school. Heh. :/
I just finished the whole Smallville series. Shit awesome. O:) Cried at one of the episodes. :') But a happy ending all the same. :)

I've got to stop procrastinating, and fill my time with what it's worth. Sigh. Terutamanya, passing up my geo folio! Grawr. :( I'm nearly done though. Then I stopped when I couldn't take it anymore. & my printer isn't working. GRR.

Somebody stop the world from spinning. :(

I. Am. Depressed. :(

Out Of Ideas :)

Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do theimpossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible–which usually means taking care of ourselves.
And we do this in gentleness, kindness, and love, as much as possible.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

L-O-V-E ♥

Hi. well maybe, I'm not happy with my life *sigh. there's so much to say.
Um, First of all. I'm sorry for the long absents. I don't feel like blogging.
there's so much things been haunting in my mind ATM. sheesh. i'm gonna
start with i'm not ready, feeling changes. i'm blank. and i don't think i will
ever be ready to be with someone like him. I think, i'm better of being alone.

And it's like, its this massive pain on my heart. keep hitting, and hitting me.
we called it, GUILTY. i'm tired of pretending, i'm tired of all of this. I'm tired
of these crap. I need to wake up from daydreaming and leave everything ..
and start a new life. i can't do this anymore, i hate having a piece of paper
wroted "GUILTY" inside my heart. I'm sorry.

And, I'm tired of people judging others. By their looks, *POP fall in love.
c'mon, looks attracts eyes. personalities attracts heart. Now, i know. why
some people's relationship doesn't stand long. cause they've been judging
each other ever since. what for, having a person, who's good outside, but
dull and boring inside. seriously, we don't want that. and that won't stay long.

love is all about appreciate each other, sharing problems, fixing it together.
It's not about physical attention. *COUGH if you know what i mean. well,
maybe it does A LIL in someway but yeah, that's not what love is REALLY
about.

I'm so confused & blank of mostly everything, I don't know what to do.
I don't know who to stick up to. Everybody's gone, they're lost. I got
nobody, And you know what, I want nobody. I'm currently in the
study room, all alone sitting on the floor. typing all these bullcraps.
ALONE. hey, being alone is kind of awesomeness somehow.

alright, done. i'm done. ciaooo

CUZZIE!

DAMN! i miss my adam lambert-ish energizer bunny like whacked-out cuzzie! GOSH! she's like so faraway now.. in Melbourne. she wont be coming back anytime soon.. cant wait her 3 yrs there to be up. not to be selfish in anyway. but we all do really really really miss her loads. 

Friday, February 12, 2010

Hey heyy heyyy!
It's Chinese New Year over again.
What's the plan? Balik Kampung, everyone?
Have a safe journey to and fro :)
OH! NOT TO FORGET 
Happy St. Valentines Day XD

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

HAHA I HATE THOSE FUGLY SLUTS >:]

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
MY ANGRY FACE!!!

Friday, February 5, 2010

BITCH (:

JUDGE ME??
AND I WILL PROVE U WRONG!
TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
AND I WILL TELL U OFF!
SAY I'M NOT WORTH IT?
AND WATCH WHERE I END UP!
CALL ME A BITCH?
AND
I WILL SHOW U ONE!
CALL ME CRAZY?
BUT U REALLY HAVE NO IDEA!
IF U DONT LIKE ME...
THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO!
NEWS FLASH
BITCH!
I DONT LIVE TO PLEASE U!